float, spin

to the place you go within
side your head, the world is dark
orange against the night
sky and it flickers with intense
rows of stars if you close
your eyes on an inner
state curbed with rows of light
bulbs and rocket cars
blasting by your eyes

soar, twist

caught in a mind drift
ing like an ocean undulating
over unsure sand
slipping off the sea
shore surfing up the undertow
all through every
body every
where you are.


giving away my mood,
I shrug my shoulders,
and say whatever.
you can tell
something's wrong
but say nothing
knowing that nothing
will make it better
you struggled inside
but have chosen
not to mention the air between us
growing thicker everyday
in constant fear
that the clouds might burst
and bring forth rain.